Somewhat Recent (More thoughts about being doxxed)

In regards to my experiences sometimes I feel like a combination of Rick Grimes from The Walking Dead and Brad Pitts character (Gerry Lane) in the film version of World War Z. I’m trying to find a cure for the jackassery in my life and right when I find shelter and I think everything is chill—BAM! These gotdamn zombies start knocking at the door again, and just recently I had some issues at a local barber college I was attending when after about a week or two the staff as well as my peers were showing signs of infection. And long story short after a good amount of subliminal disses and other standoffish behavior, despite my efforts to appeal to their humanity my attempts fell flat so I knew it was time to exit. So yeah, that’s my life now. Some people who really didn’t like me have gone [beyond] conventional [expectations] to bring discomfort in my life and to make matters worse the lies they’ve spread about me have such a hold on people that they aren’t willing to use their common sense (if they have any) and rather than just come forward and be honest with me, they are so convinced in whatever bullshit they’ve been fed that they would rather just violate my human rights and break the law instead. Mental. If I had to give my take, overall, they don’t know what they’re putting me through but it’s really weird on my end and just very disgusting to watch the lengths people are willing to go through in order to manipulate and cover up “their” mistakes. New questions I’ve had to ask myself is, if I get a job at say Wendy’s is this going to happen again? il n’y a pas de refuge ? But I digress, if you haven’t experienced a circumstance like this, I definitely wouldn’t recommend it. I’ve accepted the reality of my situation and I may not find the exact justice I’m looking for, and I’m no angel by any means but the fact that someone is giving people a back door into my life and manipulating people from a distance in order to try and disrupt my peace of mind just means they’re helping the Devil and if you happen to be reading this and you’re a part of the problem, maybe you havent been informed but the people who started this are pussies who dont care about anyone outside of themselves and they’re afraid to fight they’re own pointless battles. And for you the reader I would advise you separate yourself from weak people that try to force you out of your lane and try to make you involuntarily skip levels if you get what I mean (if you haven’t read there’s a book called “5 Types of People Who Can Ruin Your Life by Bill Eddy” and from what I’ve read so far it’s pretty on the nose). I had to share a space for months and look people in the eye who knew about my situation but didn’t offer to help me and I have no real qualms at this point because they’re just regular folks who got manipulated and didn’t have the mental tools necessary to make a proper judgement call, whether it be fear of their own well-being or simple naivete but in a situation where someone is offering you information and resources to pry into someone else’s life at the promise of no risk to you and a feaux but seemingly valid justification as to why you should do it , your average Joe/ Joanne without any real character would probably take that deal. Not saying said individuals fell under that umbrella but in reference to a Jordan Peterson conversation in a JRE podcast (#2180) he talks about certain types of people refusing their imagination for evil. I care about people or at least I try, to my best capacity but like I’ve stressed to my family and friends when you’re willing to toy and hurt innocent lives just to entertain whatever negative bullshit you’ve got going on mentally, you are less than subhuman, in my book. So, reader lookout! There’s a lot of jackasses indoctrinating themselves in to the qoute on qoute “dark arts”, a term I adopted from comedian types I follow and they really just want all the power but none of the responsibility. So if you’re fortunate enough to identify these reckless jackasses in your life take [Good] action immediately for your own peace of mind because there’s a lot of times when you can’t wait for people to do the right thing. But hey, it is what it is. God Bless America 🇺🇸 Live long and prosper.

PRIOR THOUGHTS

THOUGHTS ABOUT BEING DOXXED