I’m supposed to be on meds mostly for ADHD and I’ve been having trouble trying to navigate the Ohio healthcare system to renew my prescription. I’ve mentioned in prior post that I’m too deep in my shit and I’m not expecting anyone to relate to me whatsoever, so maybe you got some stuff going on too but if there’s anyone reading this and they’ve got notions that just because they watched a YouTube video or a character in a movie or tv show they know what I’m dealing with and they can throw all of that shit out the window. Where I’m at, through sheer strength of will I can just operate at unquestionable levels of proficiency even whilst feeling like absolute shit. It’s fucking exhausting but at this point I’d rather just take some shit, be on my way, and become a properly functioning adult than continue navigating the holistic routes I’ve taken over the years. And I’ve taken a lot. And I’ve been having a recurring problem in Ohio when I talk to so called experts about what’s going on with me and they don’t have a proper point of reference for people with cognitive disfunctions and I start revealing the levels of research I’ve done and they just don’t know what the fuck I’m talking about. For instance, I just recently talked to a psych not too long ago who was trying way too hard to be cool and relatable with me and I’m about a 1000% sure I broke his spirit during our conversation and when I began telling him about what I’ve been through and how I’ve dealt with my problems without abusing drugs and medication and doing irrational shit something just broke within him and the vibe shifted. Ultimately I got brushed off and let me tell y’all, I don’t like making people do their job (which they’re supposed to do). But if I have to, it will be done. I’ve got a funny account about the time I paid for a pizza that didn’t get delivered and through no help of the owner or staff I had to ultimately reach out to the regional manager of the restaurant chain to get a refund. But enough of that noise. Despite circumstances I’m always good.
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Well it’s been a while and I’m not gonna lie if you read my previous post,
in the process of making and editing my last podcast I got little to no outdoor exposure so as of now I’m slowly reintegrating myself with sunlight/nature. But lot’s of stuff has been happening for instance I’ve been helping one of my elders replace his roof this summer.
He’s an older chap so we’ve been working at his pace and while I’ve done home renovation stuff here and there in the past I’ve never done something of this caliber, so it’s been a fun learning experience. I should also add the dude’s like a Master Carpenter, very knowledgeable, and he doesn’t cut corners. I’ve been present during the delivery of his materials and I’ve got to admit it’s nice working with a professional of his level. There’s little room for error and even when problems pop up his level of ingenuity to the task is a sight to behold.
The man walks with a cane and has no fear whatsoever of scaling a 30ft ladder and standing on a incredibly sloped roof. MAD.
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Also I hadn’t mentioned but months ago I purchased a bike. It was fairly cheap at about a hundred bucks or so and I got it from Walmart.
And I’d been pleasantly cruising around the city up until an incident occurred when my rear tire bent and started rubbing against the bike frame making it nearly impossible to peddle. I don’t know what the f*ck the happened but it took place at a very inconvenient time while I was like, 10 miles away from home in a pretty swanky neighborhood, so I wound up going on quite an adventure of sorts that day and while I’ve done some minor repairs on my own it’s still not 100%, but I’ll figure it out. And I should also add that my car’s not in the best condition atm so I’ve gotta get that figured out as well.
In other news I’ve been working on some social media stuff for anyone who cares mostly for the DARKMAN_GLCTC persona of my identity so now there’s a Twitch channel—
—and weirdly enough The Friendly Feeder YouTube channel is gaining some traction… and I don’t post that often. I’m just having fun, but whatever happens happens. Lol, I don’t know how y’all feel but if it gets too big there may be a foreseeable future when it’s DARKMAN 24/7. I jest, but hey we’ll see.
Besides that I’m just taking care of my mental, watching waaay too much Twitch and Sopranos, and I gotta get some new glasses and dental stuff done among many other errands
Anyways, Thank you for reading
Be Well, Stay Cool
-UTH
UNOISM 
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